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*SIGH*

Well, looks like I’ve been falsely accused of thinking I’m “better than everyone” and that I “can do no wrong” once again. People need to stop taking everything I say in a holier-than-thou tone. It’s really pissing me off. So what if I got offended that some said “R.I.P. flutes of Bellevue East. They all played wrong notes” when in reality it...

Feb 18th

I really do not want to go to school tomorrow. I’m so sick of the people there. Like Deacon. I swear, if I get a Dean Referral for threatening him for being perverted and annoying, then I will scream. I hate that damn substitute.

Feb 16th

“It’s okay baby. I’m not far away. And I’m also busy loving you...”

– Boyfriend (:

Feb 14th

“‘Cause you are beautiful inside, so lovely and I Can’t see why...”

– Anywhere But Here | Safetysuit

Feb 9th

Sigh...

I’m in such a terrible mood. Is it summer yet?

Feb 7th

Dec 22nd

Thank god for teachers like Mr. Raabe. If it weren’t for his caring, along with Alicia, I would probably have started cutting again tonight. Today, that douche bag told me no one liked me. Situation: Hardin was gone for tech training, so Dbag and I were discussing who would conduct for wind ensemble. Dbag: A few people told me to conduct but I don’t really want to. Me: Well, if no one...

Dec 8th

Dec 7th

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Nov 21st

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Nov 14th

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Since when is offering to help someone a “condescending tone”? Dear god I will never understand the people in this country.

Nov 3rd

…. I graduate in less than 200 days….

Oct 26th

I would rather kill myself than go back to that fucking hell hole. I hate every single fucking student there. My only “friends” are the couple of teachers that can stand to hear me talk. No one likes me. I don’t even have anyone in this city to go talk to. It is so fucking hard to live here…

Oct 20th

Long Distance

Bruno Mars There’s only so many songs That I can sing to pass the time And I’m running out of things to do To get you off my mind Ooohh,no All i have is this picture in a frame That I hold close to see your face every day With you is where I’d rather be But we’re stuck where we are And it’s so hard,you’re so far This Long Distance is...

Oct 17th

Oct 10th

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Oct 10th

Happy Two Years! =)

It has officially been two years since the last time I purposely hurt myself. =) I honestly didn’t believe it was possible to go this long without a razor…but I have done it. And here is to many more years. =)

Oct 1st

I kind of think it is hilarious how everyone and their mother wants to go into the medical field right now and over 2/3 do not have 1) the stomach for blood and bodily functions, 2) the grades for a decent med school, and/or 3) the amount of initiative and drive that ANYONE in the medical field needs. No offense to the people who do have all the things that are required for a medical profession.

Sep 27th

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Sep 11th

Sep 4th

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Jul 20th

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Jul 17th

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Jul 17th

Jul 12th

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YAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

Joshay got over Angela!!!!! WOOOOOOOOH!!!!!! I am so excited!!!! =D =D =D

Jul 10th

Screw Nebraska.

I’m so ready to leave. Only 12 1/2 months left. =P

Jul 7th

Jul 4th

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Jul 2nd

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“I dont know if you know if you know this, because Ive never really told anyone...”

– AWWWW! =) Boyfriend (06/28/2010 4:14PM)

Jun 28th

Results for 14th April 1993* : You were born on a Wednesday. Your star sign is Aries. Your birthstone is Diamond. The season was Spring. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster. The US President was Bill Clinton (Democratic). The UK Prime Minister was John Major (Conservative). You are ...

Jun 28th

New Challenge-1001 Books You Must Read Before You...

I’ve already read 23 of them… (: And I’m reading AT LEAST 5 more in English this year. Never Let Me Go – Kazuo Ishiguro Saturday – Ian McEwan On Beauty – Zadie Smith Slow Man – J.M. Coetzee Adjunct: An Undigest – Peter Manson The Sea – John Banville The Red Queen – Margaret Drabble The Plot Against America – Philip Roth The Master – Colm Tóibín Vanishing Point – David...

Jun 28th

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Awwww. =)

Just got an email telling me that my blog is a year old. Teehee. =)

Jun 20th

Dear Bobby, It has DEFINITELY been wayyyyy too long. I miss talking to you on AIM all the time. =( I hate that I have been so gosh darn busy ever since you left, but everything should be calm now. I noticed your dance schedule on here earlier and all I have to say is I envy your ability to do soooooo many amazing things in one week. I had better be going to Cali next school year. =) If not, I...

Jun 20th

“Boyfriend: “You are my favorite” Me: “Of your current...”

– I love this man… =)

Apr 27th

The Girl City & Colour

Section 1 I wish I could do better by you, Cause its what you deserve. You sacrifice so much of your life, In order for this to work. While I’m off chasing my own dreams, Sailing around the world, Please know that I’m yours to keep, My beautiful girl. When you cry a piece of my heart dies, Knowing that I may have been the cause, If you were to leave, fulfil someone...

Apr 21st

I know I said that I didn’t care about you not being able to go to prom, not being able to be there for me, but I’m really hurting right now. Everyone is posting pictures of their dresses and dates and they just look so beautiful and happy. But we didn’t get that. I mean, yes, we are like 10 million times happier than a lot of those couple and even closer to each other than that....

Apr 12th

Oh nostalgia. . .(:

We talked about middle school today during English class, and the only things I could think about were the lunch table and how you and I became best friends in eighth grade. That lunch table…my innocence is gone because of that damn thing. (: I still don’t eat vanilla milkshakes or hot dog. I remember those times. I actually felt loved for the first time in middle school. Finally...

Mar 19th

Oh 7 1/2 page paper…I really hate you. >:| On the positive side, I am SO CLOSE to being done with my junior research paper.

Mar 14th

I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!! =D This weekend/next week is going to be awesome. His spring break. =) Even if it is going to be dominated by pre-show week rehearsal and dentist appointments. And then April 8-12. =D =D =D =D Oh my god. I AM SO EXCITED!!!! Best friend weekend. =D It is going to be a blast. I know it.

Mar 8th

Mar 7th

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Sigh. . . .

Soooooooo…went to the Dean’s office today. All because of the bitch. She can’t stand the fact that everyone in the entire school knows that she’s horny/slutty enough to come to school at like 6:30 to sit in the band parking lot and have sex with her boyfriend. So yeah. Not only does she barge into my GPS, she tries to get me a detention. WTF. Maybe if you taught your...

Mar 4th

Feb 19th

Wow. . .

She’s been having her ex-boyfriend come over all week. And it has been going on for a couple of weeks now. She’s been having sex with him, multiple times, every other day. My friend told her that soon boys would just want her as a friend so they could have easy access to sex, and she got incredibly offended. Personally, I agree completely. In fact, I would go so far as to define her as...

Feb 19th

I wish you could see what this is doing to our friendship. This sex addiction. You’ve had sex four times, that’s it! And now all you do is talk about sex, set up chances to have sex with horny bastards, think about sex. You’re pushing me away because of it. I’m sorry that I am COMPLETELY disappointed in your choices, but so is your sister. Your own SISTER is disappointed in...

Feb 17th

City of Angels is on.

This movie makes me cry so hard. Everytime I watch it. Not just when I’m in a sad mood, like all other movies that I cry at. EVERYTIME.

Feb 14th

“No matter how often you hear this, it isn’t enough. So, I just thought I...”

– =)

Feb 11th

“And the truth is That I miss you.”

– Warning Size Coldplay

Feb 11th